Sunday, August 28, 2011


I think... I think I'm still in shock, a little bit.
I don't... We didn't have a plan, really. We had no plans except to run. So I've not really known what to do? But we were headed up to see Miss, before... before all of this went down.
So, I decided to go ahead and go to her. She's... she's very kind and I don't really want to be alone after all of this.
Also admittedly I feel a lot safer with her, what with her being... whatever she is, exactly. I got to her early this afternoon, and she's every bit as kind in person. It feels nice to have someone to talk to again, and she doesn't mind hugging me while I cry.
Which happens quite often these days, unfortunately

I'm finally out of survival mode, now that I have time to sit and process... And I've been thinking. When I can.
I have to find something, I have to live. Damon told me, when he ordered me to run, that I had to keep living. It was... it was the last thing he ever told me. I don't know how. But I have to do it. For him. For them.



  1. Hugging is the least I can do for you dear. I hope you do figure everything out.

    In the meantime, I'll be here whenever you need me.


  2. I'm sorry all of this has happened to you. I'm glad you've at least found someone to help you. Being a Runner and being alone will turn you insane, if you aren't careful.

  3. ... Just keep going, Jessie. Feeling doesn't make you weak.
    (Quite the opposite, actually.)
    Just... try your best. That's all we can ask for.