Being on the run is terrifying. I could only bring what I could sneak out of our house without Damon and Penny noticing, so while I managed to empty my account on the way to meet Brandon, I was only able to bring a couple days worth of clothes, a couple books, and the LARPing weapons that were already in my car. I'm seriously considering finding a goodwill and trying to pick up a few more things, all of what I have is already pretty grimy. But money is going to be tight pretty soon so I can't quite justify it.
Brandon's been holding up pretty well, considering. Neither of us have come up with anything beyond 'run like the wind', but he's been so good to me... I'm not exactly the most stable right now. The day after we left, Damon and Penny called and told me that we were done. It shouldn't... it shouldn't bother me so damn much, I never expected anything else, but I... they've been so much a part of me, of my life, of everything I say or do, for so long...
I just feel lost. Thank God for Brandon, if I were on my own right now I couldn't... I couldn't do it. I just... I...
I should go before I start crying again.
Travel light and move fast.
ReplyDeleteThat's pretty much all the advice I can give you.
... fuck, is this just the summer of every fucking /thing/ going wrong?
Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI... Thank you. That's what we're trying to do.