I didn't mean to vanish, really. I kind of forgot this was here?
I've been trying to not think about it. About the part of my life on the blog.
It's not that I'm not still Stalked, that I'm not still running. Because I am.
But. I have to keep moving forward, keep living, and I don't know how to do that if I let myself think about it. Because nights like tonight? When I do? It just... it just kills me.
I'm. I'd like to think I'm so much stronger now. I'm learning how to fight, and apparently I have a knack for it. I constantly have a collection of bruises from sparring, but I take down my opponent as often as they take me down these days.
I'd probably learn faster if I didnt' have to keep moving, but I don't feel comfortable staying in one town for more than a couple weeks. So I keep going, floating from town to town, finding places with community centers or YMCA's that offer free classes in defense.
I'll try to post more often, I don't want to worry anyone.